Two tablespoon of Faith Seasoned with Love. x)

BYE
Monday, Nov. 20, 2006

MOVED (:

Moving on; 10:15 pm

WHOOO!
Friday, Nov. 17, 2006

BYEBYE CAMBRIDGE.
BYEBYE BOOKS.
BYEBYE Os.

Do you think we can end our education here? Hahaha!

Moving on; 8:55 pm

AMaths/Phy/Chem/Geog/SLACK
Saturday, Nov. 11, 2006

OCTOBER
26 - Physics Practical
30 – Chinese Paper 1&2
31– Chemistry Practical

NOVEMBER
2 – Elective Literature
6 – Mathematics Paper1 and Social Studies
8 – English Language Paper 1&2
9 – Geography Paper 2
10 – Mathematics Paper2
14 – Additional Mathematics Paper 1
15 – Physics Paper 1&2, Geography Paper 1
16 – Additional Mathematics Paper2, Chemistry Paper 1&2

You know, it is so weird, how my friends and I can still chatter about TV shows during our Os.

Okay, lately, there's Chu Lu, Triumph in the Skies, the channel 55 8pm and 10pm shows on weekdays and the 6pm show on weekends, and my Xiao Kan Feng Yun which only I know of. Barbie and I like Mr Curry Puff in the pilot show, and Pom is still trying so hard with her Ron Ng. I still can't believe she bought the VCD!

Anyway, thinking back.. Geography.. Something which I loved last year. This year, I don't quite understand the questions. WAH, best. The only good thing about Geog was that I was super on time. Learnt my lesson from Prelims, when I took my own sweet ime and came back with a B4 that almost made me cry. I just hope this time, time management will bring me better results!!! Actually, I was on time because I had very few facts to write... Sigh, why??

Today's paper is difficult, too. Exams were never easy for me, for if I say easy, bad results will come out. But really, deep from my heart, I feel that this exam is really not easy. So tricky and challenging, I got extremely pissed while pressing my damn calculator. I wanted to crush the paper, and throw it at the examinors walking past. You know, the guys mask themselves which such strong cologne it is damn irritating when they walk past me!! Like I've not smelt enough guys for my past 16 years. PLEASE!! Handling four is like a chore. (Just like bathing is)

Okay, I'm going to study at Bishan tomorrow, and hopefully it is fruitful. I feel like a panda. I see dark rings below my eyes, and I see fats all over. I'm gonna go jogging after exams!! Don't shut me with a "yea, yea." because I'm quite determined this time!!

Moving on; 12:32 am

Trick
Saturday, Nov. 04, 2006

Have you ever studied non-stop for a very very long time? If you did, please do tell me how you did that. I have totally no idea.

Strawberry season is here, clashing with my major papers like E.maths, English and JIA-KOPI (Geography). However, I've told myself not to grumble, and thankfully, today I didn't constipate. Yeah, why on earth do I constipate whem my strawberry seasons arrive? Strawberry fairy, can you tell me why? Otherwise I gotta marry a handsome doctor and let him check. Hehe, sounds dirty.

Tonight, I'm watching Xiao Kan Feng Yun again, I don't know why because basically I just sit there and try to catch the subtitles which are in traditional Chinese, but it's quite.. fun perhaps. WHOO! (:

Our Literature exam is over! WHOO! I think it was quite difficult, I mean, hey it is Lit leh! I didn't finish the ending, and it so happened to be the ending. LOL, big joke! If I had read the other novels, I may have gave the others a shot. But yeah, I didn't. The exam was held at e-hall, and if I said it affected me because the place is so foreign, well, I'll be a living piece of rubbish. Hmmm. I was really high, really high.. We were all sharing our quotes and I think the funniest one came from Ailing.
Mary: It will rain after I am dead.
Dick: Bed?
Well Dick is such a failure sometimes, I can't stand him. I pity Mary for marrying him, and I pity them both as they live in such a harsh society which we sometimes are stuck in and yeah right now, I want nothing to do with it.

Was watching Chu Lu last night, yeah!! Chen Xia is so handsome in the show. What really attracts me is his strong backbone. WOW please. Although he is currently addicted to opium la. But's he's extremely cool, and h a great pal to that useless Jiafu. So weird of me to watch the show. I've not watched a SG drama for a long long time....

And SAM! If you're reading this, you are so welcome. (: One day, you're gonna thank Miss Universe for this!! :)

Hot babe, Miss Universe, Mrs Lampard, Mrs Owen.. This are just labels people give us. No, these are labels we give ourselves. How untrue some of them are, yet how we still continue to call each other that. Hey, it's quite fun okay. (:

Until next time, byebye world! Strawberries are in for me!

Moving on; 9:51 pm

Exams.
Thursday, Nov. 02, 2006

OCTOBER
26 - Physics Practical
30 – Chinese Paper 1&2
31– Chemistry Practical

NOVEMBER
~~2 – Elective Literature~~
6 – Mathematics Paper1 and Social Studies
8 – English Language Paper 1&2
9 – Geography Paper 2
10 – Mathematics Paper2
14 – Additional Mathematics Paper 1
15 – Physics Paper 1&2, Geography Paper 1
16 – Additional Mathematics Paper2, Chemistry Paper 1&2

Go Sec 4/5s!! (:
Go 4A2!
Go fellow mates from SJ!
Go fellow sin.ma pals!

GO OFFLINE CHUA!

Moving on; 9:20 pm

CURVE OR LINE?
Thursday, Oct. 26, 2006

OCTOBER
26 - Physics Practical
30 – Chinese Paper 1&2
31– Chemistry Practical

NOVEMBER
2 – Elective Literature
6 – Mathematics Paper1 and Social Studied
8 – English Language Paper 1&2
9 – Geography Paper 2
10 – Mathematics Paper2
14 – Additional Mathematics Paper 1
15 – Physics Paper 1&2, Geography Paper 1
16 – Additional Mathematics Paper2, Chemistry Paper 1&2

Sigh, what a packed holiday. Readers, please pray for all of us taking Os!!! I'm gonna cry soon, I screwed up my practical like mad and I'm trying not to think about it. MrsTay, please tell me my curve is correct!!! I don't wanna do badly for Physics! Cambridge, PLEASE BE LENIENT WITH THE PAPER 2441/00**. Hmmm, am I allowed to post my index number online? Haha. WAH ROARRRRRRR! I was so sad I ate 2 burgers and I apple pie today. Partly because I was quite angry about how stupid I am. But still, I hate practicals!!! How am I gonna take Sciences in future??? :(

Do you realise how we'll never know if our answers are correct?? We'll just be getting our grades, get their comments in general, and go on making the same mistakes in future because we don't even know where our mistakes lie.

So, curve or line?

Moving on; 11:50 pm

Official last day of Sec4
Friday, Oct. 20, 2006

Last day of school was indeed fun fun fun. Skip the studying part, we had great fun gaining calories and stuffing toothpaste and bacteria down our mouth in a total CLUELESS STATE. So much for Hot Babe's very sweet sms, telling us to not pon because her clique prepared some dry snacks for us all. A bona fide wolf in sheep's skin indeed!

So we had English, free period. Took some shots, did some work. And our 9.30am came! Went off to the canteen and we covered different stalls to get a variety of food for our mini buffet! WOW, it was fantastic! HAHA! The $4-worth of gyoza was indeed a very generous attempt by Varia B. :D

When the meal was ending, they gave out oreos, and we ate it, totally clueless about the TOOTHPASTE in it, until Regina told us. Hahaha! WTH! (WANYI!! The oreo I offered you was also toothpaste filled!) WAHHH, we were all tricked man, I was stuffing a variety of food into my mouth, hence, I couldn't really feel the toothpaste. Hahah, the oreo was a bit lao hong though.

Went back for Emaths, and the rest of the day went was quite normal. Haha, I'm so gonna miss everyone!! Last day of school was well spent, totally enjoyed myself. :)

We have a session on MOLE calculation this Monday with Ms Ferng, WHOO! Looking forward to seeing everyone who's going. (((:

Pom and Zoey gave me a belated present today. Mickey notebook and shower cap. The notebook is really cute!!! I can't wait to think of smth to use it for. I seriously love it! Btw, Pom lied to me that JinHua gave it to her for her belated bday present in the morning, and I was SUPER JEALOUS! The notebook is reallllly cute!!! You should see it yourself to believe it! And this is Zoey's second present for me this year. Super STM, she forgot she gave me a little Minnie soft toy somewhere in July/Aug.. Hahaha! :D BUT THANKS ANYWAY! I really appreciate it.

Everyone is going crazy about Korean dramas. I'm still very ANTI, while Sam's a neutral. SAMSEE, COME BACK!!!! Hahaha! Meanwhile, I'm totally going gaga over Unfabulous, starring Emma Roberts and a very cute Evan Palmer. I think the guy's not very popular because I can't even find anything about him on the net!!! (Or perhaps it's just my surfing skills!) But he's super cute, and someday he will rise up in Hollywood! HA! Meanwhile, it's back to Leo and studying! ((:

Moving on; 9:59 pm

Booo, another week gone.
Sunday, Oct. 15, 2006

Another week gone. Time really flies.. Just last Sunday, I was staying up late to watch my dear Xiao Hu in Instinct.. And now, I'm wondering if I should do it again. The sad thing is that there is school tomorrow.

I finally told my father about my L1R5. I was smiling to him when I told him. Heh, I'm cheerful and jovial. Anyway, he asked "** points, you're very happy about it?" EHHHHH, do I look like I'm happy? Maybe I did, but I'm not, who will be with ** points? RAHHH. Anw, I'm trying to work hard already. Goals.. Sigh, I'm still trying to set mine... Do you think I can make a living by watching TV? I have so many shows I wanna watch now! Like Xiao Kan Feng Yun for example. I think that show is a good show! I didn't get to watch last year when it was aired on Channel 55, in Mandarin! AHHHH! Secondary 3 was a havoc. So much happened. And now, Secondary 4 seems like another havoc. ROARRRRR.

Btw, check out HERE for the pictures of the BBQ we had at Maplewood. Reallly shrunk pictures, though. :)

After Os, I may just switch over there permanently...

Moving on; 10:36 pm

Do not give up
Monday, Oct. 02, 2006

RAHHH! I really needa scream or maybe shout some commands, though they'll sound quite raw..

Scool life is crazy, I tell you. Lecture style, all the way, until you eat and talk shit. No, you eat and talk about how to get As and which JC will accept your shit.

But before I carry on shitting, I just wanna say, ALL THE BEST TO THOSE WHO ARE TAKING THEIR N LEVELS NOW!!! All the best to part of NA7. (: Yeahh, just go for it! Do your best and let God do the rest, as what Mrs Tay loves to encourage us.. (:

Okay, back to my story. You know, it's so sad, to walk into the class every morning, and see everyone with a book, like it's your sanitary napkin during your strawberry season. Ah, wth! And I don't get SO motivated to study, still slacking now and then and then and now, like now.

Can you actually believe this? I'm only 16, have not lived half of my life yet, unless you tell me I'll die at 20, and I'm feeling stressed. Ahhh, ~~block~~ mental disintegration..

My Physics and Chemistry!! Ahhh, I totally suck pls. I'm too lazy to bother about Sciences, can you believe it? Where did my love and passion for Science fly to?? I'm beginning to wonder if it was even there in the first place.

But well, gtg study study. No matter how stressed you get, don't do anything silly to yourself people! There's much more to life then getting As.. Maybe getting Bs and Cs are part of life too. HAHA! (: May God bless all of you out there who are studying hard for whatever exams you have!!!

Moving on; 11:57 pm

Confused
Friday, Sept. 22, 2006

Have you ever wondered what happens if you're neither smart nor rich? Wisdom or wealth, choose one. No wait, what if you can't? I think life's gonna be a difficult road for such people, for example, me.

And you know, some schools focus so much on Performing Arts and Sports, that those people who aren't good at both at all are completely useless. You want another example? Me.

But I'm sure if you have faith, you'll pull through, no matter how tough life is. I wanna work really hard. I wanna grow up and help others. But helping others means low-paying jobs which also means discouragement from my father. I wonder if my Ah Gong ever discouraged him when he became like what he is now. JC/Poly, Uni/Work. What do I see myself 10 years later? All of us have dreams to be tai-tai and stay home shake leg. But the good thing is, we're really putting aside this dream during our examination period. How many rich men are there anyway?

The Career Quest was very fun. But the speakers are so practical. "Money can't buy you happiness, but it can buy things that make you happy." I have to agree that it is true to a certain extent, but if there's gonna be their life motto, it just doesn't seem right to me. Not that I wanna be poor and penniless, but money here money there. Money is the root of all evil.

Moving on; 10:31 pm

Tomorrow
Tuesday, Sept. 19, 2006

Tomorrow's the day my Prelims end. OFFICIALLY.
Tomorrow's the day I'm gonna run to Heartland to buy my DRY MEE.
Tomorrow's the day I'm gonna open up the box of HZGG3 VCDs and watch one nice episode. (Note: I'm limiting myself to one only, no matter how great temptation may be. Okay, fine, perhaps 2.)
Tomorrow's the day I'm gonna sleep early and be prettier.

The day after tomorrow... I hope I can start studying a little.

But tomorrow comes first.

Moving on; 11:35 pm

Prelims
Friday, Sept. 15, 2006

WHOO!! Most of the major Prelim papers are over. Now it's only left with Geog and Chem MCQ, Chinese P1&2.

I've been lagging behind in terms of hygiene, for this week. Too lazy to get out of my blouse/pinafore/shorts, that I just wore it while studying until late at night. And I don't bathe until the next morning. Only bathed on one night at 12am! Hahahaha! I don't feel gross, rather used to it alr. :D

I'm quite scared to think that I won't do well. Oh what am I saying, I never did in the first place. I don't think I'll get any As because I screwed up both Maths and A.Maths papers!! WTH!! Felt quite discouraged. Seems like all the revision papers were just like toilet paper for me to use and throw. There was this differentiation qns which I was completely clueless about! AND LINEAR LAW TOTALLY SILENCED ME ON THE SPOT. ):

I did a the LOG option today! WOW! I finally conquered my fear of log. I used to just skip them in the past. (: But still, I sorta left the last one blank... Hmmm. But still, friends out there, if you hate LOG like I used to, YOU CAN ALWAYS APPROACH ME!! :D I'll be your pillar of support for LOG. HAHAHA!

There was heavy rain after our exams, very timely.. My socks were completely wet. Ate at Pizza Hut with some classmates. I SPENT LIKE $9 ON FOOD TODAY!!! My goodness, I can't believe how greedy I am! Gotta spend some time to lose weight. I keep eating while studying!

And my Physics! Oh, Chemistry too. Have to admit I neglected my Sciences due to extremely bad time management, but I really wanted to do well for Physics! Again, I'm being stupid around here. Who wouldn't want to? Sigh. I have to study really hard for my Chem MCQ now, which I think is equally hopeless because I always do NOT understand what MsFerng types on her test/exam scripts. RAHHH! Is it her English or my Chemistry, I wonder... Probably me huh.

Mugging for exams can be quite fun, if you do it with the right people. Barbie and hot babe came over to study sometimes (: Samsee too. Haha. Hot babe and Barbie are coming again tomorrow! :D Whee.

Do you sometimes wonder, how come people can be so smart, yet lazy? Or why there's people who who are so stupid, and not yet don't bother to pull up their socks?? I think I know clearly which category to put myself in. Heh.

Meanwhile, let's sit back and enjoy the pictures taken on TD! (: